Hahahahahahaha, sorry about that Totali. As you can imagine, only getting on every other day or so really back logs my responses. The good news though is that tomorrow I'll have a lot of free time on the train to dwell on it.

Totalimmortal wrote:

I'm not sure what to make of it! I know I felt great when I was in that room, so I think it's me becoming comfortable with my identity!

Ah well it does seem that you have hit the heart of it all.   As that was my impression of the dream as well, though as always your meanings are the most important ones.

Hahahaha, my dad and I are taking the train tomorrow morning to Kansas City from here in St. Louis and my mom is driving to meet us, then we're all driving up to Omaha.

Would you mind if I waited till tomorrow?  I'm starting to crash after the long day.

Hahahahaha, Totali and his awesome overseas adventures. Where all did you go?

My analysis: Totali is totally awesome. (Just kidding. )

YOU JUST LOST THE GAME

WHIIIIIIIIITE.
How do you know about THE GAAAAAAAAAAAAME?


Also, we went to Blackpool and London.


I think xKeeganx may have lost it too...haha

Well, I'll probably lose it when I come into my thread for a bit now.
THANKS!

Goodnight Totali, Wolf of the SouthWind! Sleep well my friend!

Hey TM!

         How are you doing today?

Totalimmortal wrote:

2.) I had an interesting dream last night, and now I'm going to type it in full detail:
It started out as a nightmare, with me being trapped in some sort of ghetto with a bunch of people chasing me with guns and basically looking to kill me.  I hopped on the back of someone's truck who was going to take me out of that place, and they told me as long as I stayed in the back of the truck, I should be fine.  And...well, I did, and then I walked into a large house that was supposed to be mine.  I looked out the window in the back kitchen, and there was a tornado.  I told it to go away and it actually did. I walked out of my house and saw a building nextdoor.  On the outside, it looked kind of like a small shop you'd see in an old part of town.  It was made of adobe, I think!  Anyway, I started running towards this shop because I just felt the need to do so...not to simply walk towards it, but to run full-tilt in it's direction. I slipped a little in the street on my way there, but regained my balance and ran up to the doors, which were really beautiful dark wooden ones.  One door said "There used to be a war inside myself", the other said "and now I know who I am" in golden letters.  There was a sign on the side of the building that said "Therianthropy" on it by the way.  I stood there and thought about whether or not I should really open these doors, but I eventually came to the conclusion that there was no harm in it, opened the doors, walked inside, and dropped on all fours.  It was quite beautiful inside, I dunno how to describe it - there was a large, domed roof with stained glass and paintings of animals all around.  I woke up in the middle of walking around in the building.

As I said last evening I really think that you have already determined the heart of the dream, but I can see a few points that I could expand upon further. (Again though your interpretation is really the only one that matters. )  The portion of you racing to get to the building is an interesting point as it could be reflective of your search for self. In a manner of speaking you had great desires to discover something about yourself that you proceeded with all intent and purpose.  The other points was what was written on the doors.  Together they make out exactly what you had said but separately they could contain more underlying meaning, that not only do you know who you are, but there is still conflict existing because either it hasn't all worked out entirely, and/or it could represent how at times you must fight a shift due to an inopportune moment of its occurring, which is essentially a fight with yourself.   Anyway I hope all that made sense.

Ah I'm glad that it does.

      So what have you been up to today?

That doesn't sound like too boring of a day.   So are you going to put any of your sketches up on DA?

I'm doing quite well.  I ended up mostly reading and playing around with my dog today.

Well I am sure that your sketches are better than you think they are.   (Have you tired using the scanners at the library? )

It actually has been.   Hahahahahahahahaha, so your cat is trying to conquest, eh?

Ah I actually have held back a few now and again. Most of the lighter shifts are alright, however I had one big one and I actually didn't succeed at keeping it down very well that I ended up going to the bathroom to sit in a locked stall till I emotionally calmed down as well as let the shift abate some.