YOU CANT LOSE ANYMORE !!!! the game is over....FOREVER.... Gahhhh mag legs hurt. Im going to a comp. On Saturday because I want to try racing at least once

Yeah....ugh I'm crazy hungry but there's nothing to eat....FUUUUUUck... I want taco bell hhaahaha...I tried to explain to my mom the basic idea of a therian and she was still confused after like 10 minutes of explaining

Hahaha yeah...I feel odd. And NO hahah I couldn't live without BBQ hahah and why was she weirded out ? Hahaha

Hahaha idk I feel like I have heartburn but it's in my stomach but it doesn't hurt. Huh idk. My mom was pretty cool with it. She gets like the totem part but she has a hard time understanding the concept idk why

White Wolf wrote:

Thanks for your undying support Totali! I'm really impressed by how excited you are about my rule! I will certainly do my best to be your dictator!

You're uh...welcome.
I guess.

Don't be too harsh of a dictator now.

xkeeganx wrote:

Hahaha idk I feel like I have heartburn but it's in my stomach but it doesn't hurt. Huh idk. My mom was pretty cool with it. She gets like the totem part but she has a hard time understanding the concept idk why

Haha, really?  That does sound weird.    Ah, I see.  To me it's not really that difficult a concept to get - you've just got spiritual connections to an animal.  Then again, it's a given that it isn't difficult for me to get, haha.

Would you ever tell your mom about the stuff you believe in?
Or anyone else, for that matter?

Uh yeah. My mom, my grandpa and my girlfriend. My grandpa thinks it's cool hHaha my girlfriend though it was kinda weird at first but she's fine with it. My mom just is like..."wait so there's no god ? How is it spiritual then?"

White Wolf wrote:

Hahahahahahahahaha, you didn't even notice. Oh well, it's for the better.

Well, I'm off for the night, sleep well Totali!

What didn't I notice?!
Goodnight!

xkeeganx wrote:

Uh yeah. My mom, my grandpa and my girlfriend. My grandpa thinks it's cool hHaha my girlfriend though it was kinda weird at first but she's fine with it. My mom just is like..."wait so there's no god ? How is it spiritual then?"

Ah, so you've already told people about it.  I haven't said a word to anyone, except for the people here basically.  I could tell my mom I guess since she seems fine with stuff like that...but that one friend of mine who now thinks they're all completely bonkers (due to that girl that actually CLEANS HERSELF LIKE A gently caressin' CAT) I'm never tellin', haha.  Honestly, I think the only people I would trust with that info would be my family members.  People generally think of me as somewhat awkward already, being completely open about my beliefs would probably make that a bit worse.

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Haha, yeah.  I could just imagine the people I know going "WHAT?! " especially since most of them have seen that 'werewolf teen' video.  They'd probably think I was like those stupid kids.

Hahahaha, really!? Well, at least she's thinkin' of you.
My family already knows I'm attached to wolves.  They just don't know about the spiritual side of it.

Ah, I see.  So maybe it wouldn't be such a shocker to 'em. Yeah, I'm glad I'm outta high school. Granted I'm probably gonna have to start at a community college before I get into a big university since my math skills were abysmal but whatever...  I still can't wait.    Gonna get a degree in creative writing, possibly.

I uh...finished Algebra 1 in Junior Year.  I'm pretty terrible at math.  They were actually gonna test me for something called Dyscalculia which is basically the math version of Dyslexia. Hahahahaha, I agree! KFC is way too greasy, the only thing I like there is the macaroni and cheese!  I prefer Chick-fil-A.

Ah, really?
Yeah, I go through periods where I have a TON of wolf dreams and then none at all for a few months.

Speaking of dreams...
Last night, I dreamed I was purchasing a hoodie with the Therianthrope symbol on it.
On a computer.
At the mall.
In a movie theater lobby.
Was weird.

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Haha, yeah it was.
Ah, I hate it when that happens! That's happened to me a few times, too.  Usually though, if I just lay down the law in these dreams and am like, "OKAY!  THIS IS MY DREAM!  I CAN DO WHATEVER THE gently caress I WANT, MIND!" I gain control.  So try that! The most common thing I do when I go lucid...is turn into a wolf, hahaha. 

Flying dreams are AWESOME, btw!

Oh, speaking of random dreams - There's also that dream where I was the vocalist of Comeback Kid for some reason and the show was in an elementary school cafeteria... o_O

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Hahaha, yeah. Ah, I see - yeah, you gotta kinda get the hang of it with lucid dreams.  Just be...y'know, firm with your lucid dreams and COMMAND that whatever you want to happen happens. Ah, yeah, I don't like kids either.  I dunno why the show in the dream was in an elementary school cafeteria...  Hahahaha, really? Sounds kinda...violent. Reminds me of the dream I had where I turned into a wolf and tore off someone's head.

Do you like Ceremony, btw?
They're coming here soon, and I wanna see 'em.
And seeing as the show is around my birthday, I'll lay down the whole "It's my birthday, you have to!" guilttrip on someone so I have a ride...

Yeah, I already saw a bit of 'em when they opened for Have Heart/Bane.  But I didn't watch their entire set, which I regret doing.  So I'd like to catch 'em and watch their entire performance! Another band I like called Punch is playing with 'em - they're basically Ceremony with a chick screaming instead of a guy.  It's pretty great stuff, hahahaha. 

Ah, really?
I need to try this...mugwort.
I wonder where I can find some, hahaha.

I see - what are you and your GF plannin' on doin'?

You should, and tell me the results.


And it's ridiculously late again.